12/24 - 12/28 - Waiting for the last day/night of the year.

So many events going on, so many separate happenings with friends and the weather has been all over the place as well.

I wonder sometimes why everyone else thinks everything in just THEIR life is getting worse and they cannot see a way past their current issues. Yes, even I have my own issues too. But I try not to burden anyone with my problems. They cannot change what I must go through. They cannot make anything different for me. A lot of people depend upon me to be the source of light and energy when they want to hang with me and I have no problem being there and making sure my friends will enjoy themselves and any problems that they have are no fault of my own. When the night comes I will be there for them and for the party.

One thing I have taken into myself and believe is what they say at the parties in Canada, that "The Party Needs You".

This means I do not do anything to take myself away from the party, such as dangerous drugs or combinations of drinking/drugs that would be dangerous to me in any shape or fashion. Some people think they are having a great time while drinking so much they are incoherent or have no memory of exactly whom they are talking to. That is not my idea of a good time, a good part or even close to anything of the sort.

"The Party Needs You" also means that when I go I make sure I add and not detract from the good time. I am there for my friends, I meet new people and I make sure my friends are having a good time. All has been well. So far.

Again I don't know what the new year will bring and I don't know if everyone will stay happy doing what they do. I will do my best to stay with what I know. I will not overextend myself, I will not damage myself or my future for the cause of having fun or a good time.

Also, I will not be a crutch on the lives that others choose to live. If they need to stop and take stock in their lives I support them in that. I know what I am capable of, what I have worked for and what I live for.

Times are hard all over the world. But so far I know I will do OK and that new things await all of us in the coming year. Until next time.

Peace and Love
And Much Fun in the New Year

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