2/03/09 - The Lethargy, The Apathy, Where is the Fire?

Wednesday rolls in and the sun was strong. I need to keep up the momentum with my gym workouts and writing and music. It is so hard to maintain everything I need to do. I may end up going to my 24 hour gym at strange hours because I seem to only have the focus and drive when the nighttime rolls around.

I know I only have but so much time but I still could not get beyond my immediate area today. Falling asleep when you are supposed to be going to the gym is not the move. But tomorrow is another day and I am sure I can do better. I started the second chapter of the horror novel and finished the chapter title list as well. Writing is not hard once we get the ball rolling but it's finding the ball and putting it into place to roll we have a problem with.

I am not sure what else I can do to motivate myself, besides having a timetable for completion. I need to have something to show for it by the end of this month, as far as needing means that I will feel as if my time has been well spent and not thrown away. We will see as time goes by what dreams do come, to me and mine and friends far and wide... I want too much and not enough at different intervals it seems.. If only..