9-17-10 - I Believe

I Believe...

When all has turned to dark and the path looks too shady
When nothing is too sure and all advice points to maybe
Do not start to despair and do not give in to fear
Though all around you negative is what you seem to hear

From deep within and all around the energy does swirl
From skies above to deepest earth in all parts of the world
There are the ones that know the best is still yet to be done
In different states and separate fates the best is still to come

Do not despair and dwell on those who try to break you down
Despite their fears and desperate airs you still can get the crown
No matter darkest day or night, No rivals will there be
To reign on Yours is brightest light, because I do believe.

Your square is fit, Your corner lit, there is no true surprise
Just turn your face, and in that place will be there for your eyes
Just what you need, for true indeed, just waiting patiently..
Because I’ll be, right there for thee, because yes, I believe

In You always, in your corner, in your face..
If you need me in that place
For no other function,
Than you need me. I Believe. In You.

9-07-10 - The colors brighten and then fade. But something new awaits...

Nothing spectacular to report. No new news to impart. Despite all of the wishes and hopes and fond memories nothing truly ever changes except the seasons. I still want so much for things to roll back and branch off on a high note rather than to have things be mundane and urbane and so normal when even a chaos would liven up the regularity that seems to roll in off the waves of the ocean.

I still have hopes, desires, dreams, and plans that I want so much to be able to complete. Music to mix, Songs to sing, stories to write, good times to be had. Friends to enjoy all of these things with over and over again. I am so happy my family and friends have decided to really do their best to just be there, understanding even with no words needed, to have people around you that simply care. New adventures have been enjoyed, new friends have been met, and still the best of times I look forward to lay before me.

Just waiting idly by while so much has been undone would be kind of awful as well. When the days seem to just run together and I feel like I’ve been disconnected, rubbed raw, over-sensitized to just about anything new happening around me, then maybe I need to change. I’ve been a proponent of good change for as long as I can remember but have been letting everything in my vicinity stay the same. I think I will let some things end naturally and I guess I will allow them to stay in the past. But not everything should fade. Some things I want, and even need to grow and brighten and crystallize into something even I don’t know the full design of yet.

If we could plan out every conceivable path then I’m sure we would grow bored when there were no surprises. I have enjoyed the surprises and the well laid plans so far and so I look forward to so many more. As the summer ends, and the days grow shorter and the nights expand to darken to each horizon I know I will be here still. Being sad and idle does not call to me and it never would be something I would choose. I look forward to taking part in something amazing and I know that it’s very possible that something amazing will happen soon. I am happy to know amazing people, I know I am capable of things that are new and amazing in their own right, and nothing I have seen so far changes that feeling. In life, In love, In dreams, In all of the above.

Hanging out with the guys at:
Gym G Lounge Splash